there was 237 views yesterday, and not nearly enough comments...i want to know who is readign the blog :) so comment!! who you are, where your from...you know the works!

pictures!

us on st pattys day{actually i believe its the day before}

frankie ♥

not much to say about this one...this is jason :)

bouncing his feet to keep his lymph system workin...we took a banana break!

the ozone machine

ozone...jason refers to it as frozen air...

the rife machine

we switch back n forth hooking it to his feet and hands

after laying on the heating pad for about 2 hours this lovely thing popped up. at first we thought it was a blister...but we were told otherwise!

so we put some black salve on it!

and when we took it off it looked like this...

a day later
a few days later, started to dry out..

getting dryer, pulling cancer out

uber dry, it stayed like this for about a week...

then fell off! i know not a great pic but it will have to do, it just really pink and tender :)

foot bath beginning

middle

end

love being noticed! ;)

lets face it...we all LOVE being noticed {good noticed} we told being told were pretty, our clothes are cute, our hair is great...and our wedding ring is gorgeous! {it really is! no worries i will be posting a pic!} we just love being noticed! n i REALLY love being noticed! lol jason still to this day {even with no sight} tells me im looking sexy, beautiful, gorgeous..you know the works! {okay he doesnt see but he gets a feel!} ;)

now i love being complimented on things, and i love being told that people read the blog...i know its not a waste of time because it will help us remember the fight, good and bad, helps me express my feelings to help not build too much anger up...and will also let jason know what all happened it the months that he will not remember {im not going to lie pretty jealous he doesnt have to remember!}

i love checking the stats of the blog and seeing who is reading the blog, where they are from.. we seriously get people who search for us from canada, saudi arabia, russia, EVERYWHERE! and seeing what blog lists we are one {we are on 4!}

so i guess what im getting at is..show some love! ;) let me know your reading the blog, who you are where your from how you found us...why you keep reading :)

not the best pic but best one i could get! ;)

March 21-29

okay i know its late....but its finally here...

21-we weighed jason today, he is 165.5 {down 10 lbs, but took a while to get here} we did the rife machine, for cancer n fungus. it was a pretty lame day, he slept all day. Major pervert when he got into bed ;) {but thats just him!} WEre still pushing water like crazy, and attempting to get him to eat as much as possible, but with the weight loss, i am starting to give him glasses of milk with matrix meal in it to at the very least maintain his weight, but hoping he gains a little. He had an attitude like all day! {towards everything, shower, eating, drinking.} he never complained of a headache but complained of his hips hurting...

22-we went to pocatello today, got high dose IV vitamin C. the ride there was hell, the roads were awful! we went off once but luckily got back on before we hit the mailboxes! {we went thru arbon valley} we were give A LOT of information, and then jason was infused! he was very lethargic, not talking couldnt sit up straight, before the infusion, but perked right up afterwards! :)

23-overall it was a good day, lame one but good, we did the rife machine, and ozone. Jason started having issues with his bladder control, but we are figuring it has to do with the infusion from yesterday hydrated him and is flushing toxins out! :)

24-it was a good day, did rife machine, heating pad. pushing fluids and food as much as i can...along with all of his vitamins...i called the clinic in malad today to see if they do IV Vit C, since its less than half the drive to pocatello...we have an appointment monday to see what they have going on :)

25- well we were supposed to go to pocatello today, but when we got up jason didnt want to...and it was snowing, so after cancelling that appointment, i called malad, and we had an appointment for 3 :) first thing the dr said when he saw jason was-his back is OUT, and i believe he has parasites. While there, the dr took a blood drop and put it under the microscope and showed us everything in his blood, the black cancer cells and parasites {seriously!!} 3 different kinds of parasites so jason is on drops for those, after the blood scan jason had a foot bath, which was crazy, the water started out clear and by the end of it, you couldnt see his feet thru the water!! after the foot bath, jason laid down on a table/bed and received 10 different treatments at once {aromatherapy, light, sound, and lots more i dont remember} i havent seen him that relaxed in so long!! it was great. after an hour on the table he put jasons back, back into place then we were headed home...he ate and was awake the entire ride home! :)) we also got meds for his eyes, which we are hoping will bring back jasons eye site...

26-Jason has had a cough for the past few days but it seems to be getting worse and he is obviously starting to feel worse than before {as if it was possible!}

27-pretty lame day, and usual day, rife, ozone, sleep...he ate a little bit of dinner! tried shoving as much liquid as possible down him, but it gets difficult. Jason informed us when we were getting him into the shower that he could see!!!! only outlines but its much more than what he could see the day before!! later in the day i asked if he could see me, he told me no, then told me it goes in and out {comes and goes} we weighed jason he is 155.5. UGH!!! so giving him even more matrix meal and shoving as much food in him as i can!!

28-today was a BAD day. it started out good, jason got up showered, ate breakfast, did a rife treatment then passed out...then we had an appointment in malad...getting him up toileted and in the car sucked...but was NOTHING compared to how he was at the drs...he couldnt hold his head up, hold his bottle of water, his banana also couldnt stand...so we got new drops for his adrenal system, and did a treatment in hopes to give him some energy...didnt seem to help much until after we got home. While at the dr, he put by neck and back back into place, which was AMAZING...until we got home and was getting jason out of the car...BAM! it was out once again... {UGH} we got him onto the couch, he slowly started to come back....i HATE bad days!

29- today was so much better than yesterday!! its amazing! complete turn around. jason slept in, when he got out of bed, we got him showered pills in him, half of a banana and close to 2 cups of milk {soy} with some matrix meal. he has been awake pretty much all day, talking to us...told us he could see! told me i was wearing my glasses... :)) then a little while later it was gone, but once again sight coming and going is more than what we had a week ago! so we will take it!! we did the ozone today and hopefully will have the rife machine tomorrow! :) so jason has pneumonia {yes AGAIN} he is coughing, lethargic {more so than usual} very stuffed up and mucusy, he is coughing up mucus that is the lovely color of green, and sadly doesnt have enough energy to hack it all out of his lungs...he also has a fever that comes and goes...so after a couple of phone calls, i got his oncologist {one we no longer see} agree to ordering him some antibiotics {yay right?! HA!} jennifer went to get them for us, she gets there and finds out the drug they ordered is no longer made! {WTF?!} so after waiting almost 2 hours they finally called back with a new drug...jennifer gets home im looking at the bottle and it reads- do not take antacids, iron, or vitamins/mineral supplements within 8 hours before or 4 hours after this medicine. WTF?!? the dr knows that we are doing the natural way of healing {since medical did such a wonderful job!} so obviously we are going to be on a butt load of vitamins/minerals, and we take them around the clock, jason is taking pills when he wakes up in the middle of the night to pee! so after re-figuring the med schedule like 3 different times finally figured a way that will hopefully work for the next 10 days...

i know im not going into as much detail as possible {or as usual}, but finding time to do this and trying to remember it all at once, is DIFFICULT!! {feel free to try it!} so if you have questions please ask, cause im certain if one person has a question theres like ten out there with the same question! :)

Im trying to get jason to eat as much as possible, and when he won eat i am giving him milk/juice with matrix meal in it to hopefully help his weight issue...we have had some major issues with bladder control this week but hoping it will get better soon. still very confident that we are now doing the right thing, and jason will be cured, obviously its going to take some time but will be well worth it! we are doing the ozone every other day, rife machine everyday we get it {but luckily i come from an AMAZING family who all put there change and extra dollars together and came up with the money for one, so jason will get treatment everyday!!}

quick note.

so i just have something to say real quick...n ill get on either later today or tomorrow to give the weekly progress...

so when i check the blog i always check the stats, i like to see how many people are checking out the blog and where they are from {we get people looking at it from ALL over the world!} and it also shows me what people search and our blog shows up...well weve had a few odd things like about brain surgery, and sleeping too much, and ipilimumab {clinical trial, which was just approved by the FDA, hopes it works better for others than it did for us!} but i got on and looked last night and was really bugged by what i found. someone had searched: jason schenk obituary utah. now i know my hubby isnt the only jason schenk in utah out there, but when i searched it {have to do research before i bitch} noone in utah named jason schenk had died so it gets my brain overthinking things and i have a good idea on who would be searching this {someone we dont allow in our lives for obvious reasons} but i have something to say to all...

KEEP YOUR NEGATIVE THINKING TO YOURSELF, DONT SEARCH NEGATIVE THINGS WHEN LOOKING FOR OUR BLOG IF YOU CANT REMEMBER IT ADD IT TO YOUR FAVORITES!! WE DONT NEED THE NEGATIVE ENERGY N THOUGHTS SENT OUR WAY!! {and if you have to search to see if someone has died, maybe then you can see how much they didnt want you in their lives.}

okay i think that is all i have to say on that matter...

March 13-20

13th- good day! {no falls} Jason's appetite has kind of diminished a little, but he is still eating enough i would say, not nearly as much as he used to but it'll work!

14th-R came over, brought over an Ozone machine. it is hooked to a stethoscope n puts ozone straight into jasons head thru his ears :) its pretty rank, but R has personally cured 2 people with brain cancer with this, so were trying it!! R told us that inside the house to do it for about 15 minutes at a time, 2-3 times a day {not the healthiest to breath in} but if we did it outside it wouldnt matter much how long we did it. Ozone, is a free radical, so it attaches to other cells, so when jason gets a treatment it attaches to his cancer cells, and kills them. today was a really good day, Jason was up walking much steadier {not by himself} he was eating, wide awake and talking to us A LOT.

15th- Martha a friend of the family came over today, and brought over a Rife Machine. It uses certain frequencies to blast cancer cells! so we gave it a try :) and will keep doing it as long as we need to {and martha will lend it to us :)} also our heating pad came today! so we had jason on it as well. We think we kind of over did it on treatments today...Jason took all of his herbal things, along with the Rife machine, the heating pad and an ozone treatment :) overall it was a good day...until about 9 pm...jason was laying on the heating pad, and got overheated {were unsure how hot he was about 10 minutes after sitting up, drinking water and putting a cold rag on his head, his temp was 99} he couldnt talk, could hardly sit up, honestly i thought he was having a seizure {thank god he wasnt!!} but once we got his temp back down to normal he seemed almost back to his regular self...he was extremely exhausted. So we know we over did it a little today, and will take tomorrow a little easier, but according to jason its a GREAT thing we over did it! were killing the cancer! We have an appointment next tuesday {22} with Dr. West in Pocatello, Idaho. He does everything that R does and more, so were going to go up to him and see what else he recommends. Timari brought to our attention a while ago, Vit C intravenously, it sound promising, but that closest hospitals/drs that i could find were in nevada and Arizona, come to fin out Dr West does them in Pocatello! so we are pretty excited to give it a try.

16th-we did the Rife machine today, for cancer and pain...it KNOCKED jason out! after he finished it, he slept for a straight 4-5 hours without budging...we didnt do the ozone and he didnt lay on the heating pad..kinda nervous to over do it again...

17- well this morning started really good..jason started the Rife machine around 9:15, he did the cancer treatment and fungus {they have done research showing that cancer in the brain is caused by fungus} he was up for another hour then passed out, but we know that he needs to sleep to heal so we strongly believe the Rife machine is working! he also did a dose of ozone and is now in bed laying on the heating pad {its 11pm}

18-well last night SUCKED! we were up about every 45 minutes, jason either had to pee needed help moving his leg {he has a really hard time moving his left leg} or just wanted to get up stand for a second then was ready to lay back down! so needless to say jason slept all day and luckily i got a nap in! today started out okay. and got a little worse through out the day...jason received his ozone treatment, Rife treatment and was on the heating pad for most of the day, he slept most of the day but that understandable, he is usually sleeping, but he got overheated again and it took a little longer to get his temperature back down but once we did all was good, he ate cereal for dinner {didnt want to do anything too hot since we were trying to get his temperature down} after dinner he showered and went to bed...

19- Last night was much better we only got up 3 maybe 4 times, which was GREAT!! he ate a banana for breakfast, then has pretty much slept all day, had some salad for lunch and has told me he doesnt want dinner, ill give it another try here in a few minutes tho! we didnt get the rife machine today and jason didnt want to do the ozone so today has been a pretty lazy and unproductive day. He has pretty much slept all day, had a rough morning didnt want to get out of bed couldnt get comfortable, i think he was stressed with yesterdays activities. BUT we have had NO falls today, and i hope i dont jinx it!! it now takes 3 of us to get him up off the floor, but thats not going to stop me from making him walk! we got the little trampoline from steppy n jesses today, jason was doin really good standing on it bouncing a little to keep his lymph nodes working well {since he has none on the left side of his neck it take a little more work} but now we just have him sit up on the couch with his feet on the trampoline and we bounce for him! {every little bit helps} he was awake talking to us for about an hour but has passed out again....so jason wouldnt eat dinner, and we actually DID get the rife machine, just really late {after midnight} but we will take whatever we can get! i ran him on cancer and skin problems then we were out for the night!

20- we started the day out late, well jason did. he finally got out of bed a little after 1. but before getting out of bed he took all of his meds {herbal n morning} and got 2 treatments on the Rife machine {cancer brain swelling} when we finally got him to get out of bed he drank some milk {with some tocotriene complex in it{its new}} then passed out. Tina and Kandice came out to visit today, jason sat up for them for a little while then went back to sleep, he didnt say much just told them he didnt have much to say {who can blame him his life is practically sleeping} we gave jason an ozone treatment, he isnt a big fan because he totally freezes during them but we make it work! he actually ate dinner and had some ice cream after {i made us some vegan no added sugar ice cream which is DELISH!!} he sat up talked to us for a little while, listened to the tv and randomly laughed or said eww {we were watching dexter} and after explaining to him that it was after 11 PM we finally got him to go to bed and now he is out cold!

Jason is still going strong with being vegan {im more vegetarian {STILL?! I KNOW!!}} im still trying very hard to make it that the only sugar he gets is from FRESH fruit and veggies, but its harder than it sounds EVERYTHING has sugar in it, its ridiculous!! his appetite has gone down quite a bit this past week, but he ate more dinner than he has been so im hoping its going to slowly come back, and one of these days im really going to weigh him to see where we at...he is still wide awake talking to me between 4-6 am, which is great he will have a full conversation but WHY cant it be n the afternoon?! :) but ill take what i can get! his personality is coming back a little more each day, which is great!! his eyes arent as puffy {like pushing out of his skull} as they used to be, he still cant see but his pupils are still reacting to light, so im positive that he will get his eyesight back soon. he is still having major issues with his left leg, but earlier today i did see him put it up onto the bed by himself! so he is slowly gaining some strength back! im pushing water as much as i possibly can but he is STUBBORN!! {he needs to drink lots of water to flush the toxins out from the rife treatments, not to mention he just really needs to!}

now i do have pictures of everything that is going on {you all know me, i document EVERYTHING} its just a matter of taking the time to put them on here, but one of these days it WILL happen, i promise!

if you have questions please ask, i know im not going into as much detail as i usually do, but thats because im on an actual computer and not my laptop {i miss my laptop...and home} but when im on my laptop i add random things throughout the day and can be comfortable when typing it all up so i tend to write more and spend more time...

its been a while...

so ive kind of gotten "the talk" for not posting lately, but cut me some slack ive been staying at steppy n jesse's and they dont have internet. so to get you all some-what caught up...

We have been in idaho since Feb 25, we came out for a benefit for a family friend and stayed to meet with a natural healer dude...{not the dude from idaho falls}

the benefit was amazing, i love coming from such a tight community that shows so much love and support to one another! but sadly jason seemed pretty miserable during the whole thing, we used his wheel chair that night {for the first time} cause we knew there was no way he would be strong enough to walk across the gym floor, well he was sick of sitting in it about half-way thru the benefit but didnt want to leave. we finally left it around 1030 pm {i believe it went on until midnight} and headed straight over to steppy n jesse's and have been there since {until today we moved up to tim n jennifers}

well we have good days and bad days...i still believe jason has night and day mixed up {which equals no sleep for me!} we usually end up having a 20-30 minute conversation at like 4 am! his head kills every now and again but not as bad as usual, his pupils have gotten smaller {so we can finally see the blue!} but they get bigger when his head hurts. he has fallen a few times :( but i can usually get him up by myself...except for the past few days...yesterday we had to call someone to come help us get him off the floor he was extremely weak..but today was a better day. He is extremely weak on the left side, he cant really lift his left leg up onto the bed he has to use his arms to pull it up, and when he falls he goes down left side first. he still cant see, but a few days ago he told us he could tell where the windows were and asked me to turn off the light when he went to bed because it was bothering him...then the next day it was back to black. but we are still confident his site will come back once we get rid of some tumors in his brain. Were still strong on Jason being Vegan, he doesnt seem to mind it, and there are so many things out there now that you can hardly tell the difference between them n real meat. We were given a cookbook and im pretty excited to try out some recipes! {had to go grocery shopping, well send someone, we are about an hour from a smiths/maceys}

we have a new natural healer dude...{we will call him R} i was feeling good about the one in idaho falls until the last weekly update i gave them...when i got off the phone with them i just had an awful gut feeling, so we now have a new dude :) he started jason on new herbal things, has put him on funky heating pads and hopefully will start some intense treatment here soon {he has to order stuff big enough for jason} our main goal is to raise jason's body temp high enough to kill the cancer. {keep ALL rude and negative comments to yourself we personally know people this has worked on.}the hard part with jason tho is that fact that most of his cancer is in his brain. within 2 hours of being on the heating pads {ill get a pic next time we use them} a bump had showed up under jasons neck, it looked like a blister so i was worried that he had touched the heating pad with his skin {they get effin hot!} BUT!!! we called R he came over and looked at it, and said that he believes its cancer leaving his body {yes R makes house calls, another reason i am more comfortable with him than the other dude that we NEVER saw and NEVER planned on seeing} so we put some lovely black salve on it and now it is NASTY! we are told it is cancer leaving his body because the heating pad pulled it out. {we also personally know someone who has this too! so again keep your comments to yourself}

i think thats really all that has gone on, i havent been able to weigh jason so im unsure of how much he weighs but he looks like he is staying strong at the same weight {hopefully} if i missed something or you have any questions feel free to ask, now that were at tim and jennifers i have internet so i will be able to check regular {and hopefully update}

the handicap sticker is a go! {well sorta} i got the paper from Jason's oncologist just have to make it to the DMV to get it! :) thanks for your help on that! next task is becoming power of attorney...

side note {hate to bring up/ask} but we are in desperate need of help {yes im asking for money} as you all know were not working, and havent been for a while now but obviously the bills dont stop when money stops coming in...and we still have our regular monthly bills on top of prescriptions, herbals, R treatments...so please...every little bit helps and is GREATLY appreciated...